Self Ish.

"I am now home in america, a month and a half earlier thanplanned. there are many reasons why, the main one being lack offunds, but also, i just ran out of steam and lost the heart tocontinue to do what i came here to do. the final week in nairobiwas excruciating after two months of being surrounded by people whoconstantly used my friends and me. i feel drained and suspicious ofeveryone. the appeal of switching to nairobi lay in living withmaggie and oliver, the couple i lived with before orientation..."